Dear Readers,

Please leave me some comments or something so I won't think I'm talking to my self on here. Although I probably am. The problem may be that I'm not writing about what you would like to talk about. If that is the problem, then drop me a line below and let me know what you want to read about. BTW...I removed the chat box because it hasn't been used in over a year but I will put it back up if anyone requests it.

Sincerely,

Joi the Artist

PS. Please don't let this post read 0 comments forever. That would be so painful. Thank you loyal fans.

I Just....

Want to make music. I wanna pluck some strings and stroke some keys and piece together my own melody. However, my electric is 1,000 miles away, my acoustic is out of commission for a little while (I'm out of strings, I would prefer nylon to steel anyway, the warm sound just does something to me) and I lack a keyboard. So if anyone out there is listening and would like to make a donation to my instrument fund anything will be greatly appreciated. I might also dedicate a song to you. I love music.

YAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

I can finally get my PS3 because they finally dropped the price. I can get the new slim model for $299 or an 80GB fatty for the same price. Which one should I get? Oh woe is me.

Wendipedia

Have you ever been on Wikipedia looking one thing up and that a few minutes later you end up on something totally unrelated (it seems) through the serious of links you clicked. That's how my mind works. I could be in the middle of a conversation and then I blurt out some random thought I just had and then proceed to explain my thought pattern of how I got there. Usually it's quite funny, at least to me :-), but most people wonder how in the world did you connect that and that and that, only you Wendi. My mind works so fast, sometimes I miss things and I end up thinking how the hell did I get here and then I laugh at myself. I enjoy the fact that my mind works like this and can make zany connections from almost anything, I think it helps with my creativity. Anyway...

tuO ecaeP

i'm back at school

whoopeee :-|

Just go...

I want to be a nomad.

La La Land

I'm a dreamer. I always have been and I love that about myself. I've always seen my ability to use my imagination to explore new worlds as a kid or think up crazy plans for my future since I'm older as an asset. My dreams are what drive me and can lift me up when I'm having a bad day. I think about something crazy I've always wanted to do or re-read some crazy scheme I've written down. I love that. That's why if I could, I would be a kid forever and keep the fun in life. I think a lot of people forget how to have fun, especially when they get tied down by their jobs and other responsibilities. I never want to forget how to have fun.

I want my life to be an adventure and the adventures I want require some cash flow. To finance my fun I'm looking for a career that would be fun while providing me with some cash instead of just being a means to an end that I hate. I'm having a little trouble figuring out what type of career that could be. I want to be able to work with my hands and create stuff. I want to be able to go outside to enjoy the fresh air and not be stuck inside in 6x6 cubicle staring at a computer screen under harsh florescent lighting for 8+ hours a day. I want to wake up and be happy about going to work and not have to drag myself out of the bed for yet another mundane day at the office. And of course I want time to play, to have fun, to take off on an adventure and see the world, and be able to afford this fun.

Am I asking too much? It's not that I don't want to be a responsible adult and contribute to society. I just want my contribution to be something I enjoy doing and not something that I do only out of necessity because I need the paycheck to eat. Life is too short to work a job for 30 to 40 years and not enjoy it. So I'm trying to avoid that route and in doing so I've realized the path that I set myself up for isn't right for me. However, I haven't really figured out the perfect thing to do yet. For that, I think I need to keep dreaming and hopefully the perfect solution will come to me.

Peace