Drawing to a Close

Yeah, it's been awhile but give me a break homie. OK!

So, today's my last day at work...Tear. No not really, I'm kinda tired. Gettin up all hours of the morning time ain't koo when you don't sleep well. But ah well, that's over. Christmas has come and gone...It was a good one. Rather enjoyable if I may say so myself. I like to see unsuspecting smiles of surprise when I give gifts. And that's what I got, makes me feel all warm and tingly inside. lol. But I got some nice gifts. I bought myself a Polo bag, some Top Sider's, and some Diesel boots. I know but they were all on sale so no SA(Shopaholics Anonymous) meeting for me this week. :D

But no I got a nice lens for my camera, 75-300mm, really cool. I feel just like a spy or private eye when I use it. I got a coupla packs of tapes to support my taping of all the random randomness that occurs in my life and turning it into my version of the "Real World," also I got a tripod which I can use with all three of my cameras, it's much more sturdy than the little I already have. It's really gooing to help in my new photography venture which I will talk about when it's developed a little more. Oh yeah, I got a fresh new pair of...dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnn...Wallabees. All time favorite shoe. Gotta love Clarks. That's about it. :D

Ok, in the process of changing the subject. So, last night I didn't sleep, so I had a lot of time to think. Yeah, I'm about to go back to school in like four five days. How exciting! Right? Yeah...Wateve. Anyway I just hope I don't start this semester off feeling like a lowlife. But back to the thinking stuff, so I'ma just try and do me, school is second priority right now. I have to find me and step my game up in so many ways, it ain't even funny. I'm ready for the challenge. If school gets in the way, I'll just drop out, I can always drop right back in. Te he he. Wateve. It's not that big a deal. Talk about all that crap later.

I feel kinda long winded...typed. I could go on forever. Not really, but I'll try. Te he he. I'm slowly putting my life into focus. Real slow, slower than a snail's pace, but atleast I'm makin progress. That's what really counts...Right? I like thinking. It makes things so much clearer (sometimes unclearer) I like to analyze my repetitve behaviors and such. Most people are afraid to be honest with themselves, but if I won't do it, who will? Nobody. You gotta keep yourself in check, in perspective, at least I do, or else I'll just be wild and carefree and not in a cute way, in an unhealthy way most likely. That was a pretty long sentence. I knew I shouldn't have skipped English that day.

But I digress. I'ma come back later with my list of resolutions for the new year so it'll be permanent, not a flimsy sheet of paper. Maybe I'll even upload a video of it. (One of my confessionals for the "Real 'Wendi' World" at HU) Long title, I should work on that. Jeese Louise! I should neve miss this many consecutive days again. My mind can't catch up with my over active fingers. But right now I'm talking about nonsensicalness. So I'll pack up my keys and be out. Ummm...12:04. Yeah I'm still at work, I must be bored to do all this random typing. Anyway...Peace out. Signing off.

Oh yeah part of doing me is going back to my Veggie status. Let's see how long I can go this time. Hopefully a lifetime! :D 12:13